Showing posts with label Boston Marathon 2013 remembrance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Boston Marathon 2013 remembrance. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

"Man imposes his own limitations, don't set any" -Anthony Bailey

Today I ran for Boston and pushed myself beyond the "limits" I had bound myself in.

4.52 miles...BAM!
Normally Wednesday's "long" run is 3.5 miles and done somewhere around 45-50 minutes. Today I upped that by a mile and 15 more minutes. I proved that I am stronger, better, have more endurance, and can start pushing the envelope now. I did my 3.1 miles in 43 minutes. I was so happy I wanted to cry.

At 2.5 miles I was ready to quit. A panic attack was rearing its ugly head and I was doubting my ability to even do 3 miles. I took a 3 minute walk break and focused. I was doing this for all those people who lost their ability to run with their own legs. I run for them and hope that they get some killer prosthetics and are able to walk again soon. I ran for the 3 poor souls that have passed beyond this life on that day and were take too soon. I ran for the 8 year old boy who lost his life and minutes before hugged his dad at the finish line of the marathon. I ran for the 8 year old girl inside that has hugged her dad at the finish line of various races and marathons. I ran for any future daughters or sons I might have so they can hug their mommy at the finish line of a race. I ran for my husband so he can hug my sweaty self at the finish line of my first 5K in less than 2 weeks.

I ran for me.

Now I'm not fast. I consider my "running" as jogging with style. I've been working on my breathing and posture and boy does that make a difference when it comes to endurance. But still I feel awesome.
That's about accurate...
Afterwards I huffed and puffed through Week 4 of Jillian Michael's Ripped in 30. Insane? Yes. I don't think my body will work tomorrow. That's okay since I only lost 1.2 pounds in a month. Bad girl! But I have some pretty sweet muscles that weren't there before so it's not all bad.

So now I'm going to play games the rest of the day because I deserve it dammit! After sweeping the floor first, cleaning the kitchen and getting a snack.

Mileage: 4.5 (BAM!)